CHAPTER I
1801. - I have just returned from a visit to my landlord - the solitary
neighbour that I shall be troubled with. This is certainly a beautiful
country! In all England, I do not believe that I could have fixed on a
situation so completely removed from the stir of society. A perfect
misanthropist's heaven: and Mr. Heathcliff and I are such a suitable
pair to divide the desolation between us. A capital fellow! He
little imagined how my heart warmed towards him when I beheld his black eyes
withdraw so suspiciously under their brows, as I rode up, and when his
fingers sheltered themselves, with a jealous resolution, still further
in his waistcoat, as I announced my name.
'Mr. Heathcliff?' I said.
A nod was the answer.
'Mr. Lockwood, your new tenant, sir. I do myself the honour
of calling as soon as possible after my arrival, to express the hope that
I have not inconvenienced you by my perseverance in soliciting the occupation
of Thrushcross Grange: I heard yesterday you had had some thoughts -
'
'Thrushcross Grange is my own, sir,' he interrupted, wincing.
'I should not allow any one to inconvenience me, if I could hinder it -
walk in!'
The 'walk in' was uttered with closed teeth, and expressed
the sentiment, 'Go to the Deuce:' even the gate over which he
leant manifested no sympathising movement to the words; and I think
that circumstance determined me to accept the invitation: I
felt interested in a man who seemed more exaggeratedly reserved
than myself.
When he saw my horse's breast fairly pushing the barrier, he did put out
his hand to unchain it, and then sullenly preceded me up the causeway,
calling, as we entered the court, - 'Joseph, take Mr. Lockwood's horse; and
bring up some wine.'
'Here we have the whole establishment of domestics, I suppose,' was the
reflection suggested by this compound order. 'No wonder the grass grows
up between the flags, and cattle are the only hedge- cutters.'
Joseph was an elderly, nay, an old man: very old, perhaps,
though hale and sinewy. 'The Lord help us!' he soliloquised in
an undertone of peevish displeasure, while relieving me of my
horse: looking, meantime, in my face so sourly that I
charitably conjectured he must have need of divine aid to digest his
dinner, and his pious ejaculation had no reference to my unexpected
advent.
Wuthering Heights is the name of Mr. Heathcliff's dwelling. 'Wuthering'
being a significant provincial adjective, descriptive of the atmospheric
tumult to which its station is exposed in stormy weather. Pure, bracing
ventilation they must have up there at all times, indeed: one may guess
the power of the north wind blowing over the edge, by the excessive slant of
a few stunted firs at the end of the house; and by a range of gaunt thorns
all stretching their limbs one way, as if craving alms of the sun.
Happily, the architect had foresight to build it strong: the narrow
windows are deeply set in the wall, and the corners defended with large
jutting stones.
Before passing the threshold, I paused to admire a quantity of grotesque
carving lavished over the front, and especially about the principal door;
above which, among a wilderness of crumbling griffins and shameless little
boys, I detected the date '1500,' and the name 'Hareton Earnshaw.' I
would have made a few comments, and requested a short history of the place
from the surly owner; but his attitude at the door appeared to demand my
speedy entrance, or complete departure, and I had no desire to aggravate his
impatience previous to inspecting the penetralium.
One stop brought us into the family sitting-room, without
any introductory lobby or passage: they call it here 'the house'
pre- eminently. It includes kitchen and parlour, generally; but
I believe at Wuthering Heights the kitchen is forced to retreat altogether
into another quarter: at least I distinguished a chatter of tongues,
and a clatter of culinary utensils, deep within; and I observed no signs of
roasting, boiling, or baking, about the huge fireplace; nor any glitter of
copper saucepans and tin cullenders on the walls. One end, indeed,
reflected splendidly both light and heat from ranks of immense pewter
dishes, interspersed with silver jugs and tankards, towering row after
row, on a vast oak dresser, to the very roof. The latter had never
been under-drawn: its entire anatomy lay bare to an inquiring
eye, except where a frame of wood laden with oatcakes and clusters of legs
of beef, mutton, and ham, concealed it. Above the chimney were sundry
villainous old guns, and a couple of horse-pistols: and, by way of ornament,
three gaudily-painted canisters disposed along its ledge. The floor was
of smooth, white stone; the chairs, high-backed, primitive structures,
painted green: one or two heavy black ones lurking in the shade.
In an arch under the dresser reposed a huge, liver-coloured bitch pointer,
surrounded by a swarm of squealing puppies; and other dogs haunted other
recesses.
The apartment and furniture would have been nothing extraordinary as
belonging to a homely, northern farmer, with a stubborn countenance, and
stalwart limbs set out to advantage in knee- breeches and gaiters. Such
an individual seated in his arm-chair, his mug of ale frothing on the round
table before him, is to be seen in any circuit of five or six miles among
these hills, if you go at the right time after dinner. But Mr.
Heathcliff forms a singular contrast to his abode and style of living.
He is a dark- skinned gipsy in aspect, in dress and manners a
gentleman: that is, as much a gentleman as many a country squire:
rather slovenly, perhaps, yet not looking amiss with his negligence, because
he has an erect and handsome figure; and rather morose. Possibly,
some people might suspect him of a degree of under-bred pride; I have
a sympathetic chord within that tells me it is nothing of the sort: I
know, by instinct, his reserve springs from an aversion to showy displays of
feeling - to manifestations of mutual kindliness. He'll love and hate equally
under cover, and esteem it a species of impertinence to be loved or hated
again. No, I'm running on too fast: I bestow my own attributes
over-liberally on him. Mr. Heathcliff may have entirely dissimilar
reasons for keeping his hand out of the way when he meets a would-be
acquaintance, to those which actuate me. Let me hope my constitution is
almost peculiar: my dear mother used to say I should never have a comfortable
home; and only last summer I proved myself perfectly unworthy of one.
While enjoying a month of fine weather at the sea-coast, I was thrown
into the company of a most fascinating creature: a real goddess in my
eyes, as long as she took no notice of me. I 'never told my love'
vocally; still, if looks have language, the merest idiot might have guessed I
was over head and ears: she understood me at last, and looked a return
- the sweetest of all imaginable looks. And what did I do? I
confess it with shame - shrunk icily into myself, like a snail; at every
glance retired colder and farther; till finally the poor innocent was led to
doubt her own senses, and, overwhelmed with confusion at her supposed
mistake, persuaded her mamma to decamp. By this curious turn of
disposition I have gained the reputation of deliberate heartlessness;
how undeserved, I alone can appreciate.
I took a seat at the end of the hearthstone opposite that towards which
my landlord advanced, and filled up an interval of silence by attempting to
caress the canine mother, who had left her nursery, and was sneaking
wolfishly to the back of my legs, her lip curled up, and her white teeth
watering for a snatch. My caress provoked a long, guttural gnarl.
'You'd better let the dog alone,' growled Mr. Heathcliff in
unison, checking fiercer demonstrations with a punch of his foot.
'She's not accustomed to be spoiled - not kept for a pet.' Then,
striding to a side door, he shouted again, 'Joseph!'
Joseph mumbled indistinctly in the depths of the cellar, but gave no
intimation of ascending; so his master dived down to him, leaving me
VIS-A-VIS the ruffianly bitch and a pair of grim shaggy sheep-dogs, who
shared with her a jealous guardianship over all my movements. Not
anxious to come in contact with their fangs, I sat still; but, imagining they
would scarcely understand tacit insults, I unfortunately indulged in winking
and making faces at the trio, and some turn of my physiognomy so irritated
madam, that she suddenly broke into a fury and leapt on my knees. I
flung her back, and hastened to interpose the table between us.
This proceeding aroused the whole hive: half-a-dozen
four-footed fiends, of various sizes and ages, issued from hidden dens to
the common centre. I felt my heels and coat-laps peculiar subjects
of assault; and parrying off the larger combatants as effectually as
I could with the poker, I was constrained to demand, aloud, assistance
from some of the household in re-establishing peace.
Mr. Heathcliff and his man climbed the cellar steps with
vexatious phlegm: I don't think they moved one second faster than
usual, though the hearth was an absolute tempest of worrying and
yelping. Happily, an inhabitant of the kitchen made more despatch: a
lusty dame, with tucked-up gown, bare arms, and fire-flushed
cheeks, rushed into the midst of us flourishing a frying-pan: and
used that weapon, and her tongue, to such purpose, that the storm subsided
magically, and she only remained, heaving like a sea after a high wind, when
her master entered on the scene.
'What the devil is the matter?' he asked, eyeing me in a manner that I
could ill endure, after this inhospitable treatment.
'What the devil, indeed!' I muttered. 'The herd of possessed
swine could have had no worse spirits in them than those animals of yours,
sir. You might as well leave a stranger with a brood of tigers!'
'They won't meddle with persons who touch nothing,' he remarked, putting
the bottle before me, and restoring the displaced table. 'The dogs do right
to be vigilant. Take a glass of wine?'
'No, thank you.'
'Not bitten, are you?'
'If I had been, I would have set my signet on the biter.' Heathcliff's
countenance relaxed into a grin.
'Come, come,' he said, 'you are flurried, Mr. Lockwood. Here,
take a little wine. Guests are so exceedingly rare in this house that
I and my dogs, I am willing to own, hardly know how to receive them. Your
health, sir?'
I bowed and returned the pledge; beginning to perceive that it would be
foolish to sit sulking for the misbehaviour of a pack of curs; besides, I
felt loth to yield the fellow further amusement at my expense; since his
humour took that turn. He - probably swayed by prudential consideration
of the folly of offending a good tenant - relaxed a little in the laconic
style of chipping off his pronouns and auxiliary verbs, and introduced what
he supposed would be a subject of interest to me, - a discourse on the
advantages and disadvantages of my present place of retirement. I found
him very intelligent on the topics we touched; and before I went home, I
was encouraged so far as to volunteer another visit to-morrow.
He evidently wished no repetition of my intrusion. I shall
go, notwithstanding. It is astonishing how sociable I feel
myself compared with him.
CHAPTER II
YESTERDAY afternoon set in misty and cold. I had half a mind
to spend it by my study fire, instead of wading through heath and mud to
Wuthering Heights. On coming up from dinner, however, (N.B. - I dine
between twelve and one o'clock; the housekeeper, a matronly lady, taken as a
fixture along with the house, could not, or would not, comprehend my request
that I might be served at five) - on mounting the stairs with this lazy
intention, and stepping into the room, I saw a servant-girl on her knees
surrounded by brushes and coal-scuttles, and raising an infernal dust as she
extinguished the flames with heaps of cinders. This spectacle drove me
back immediately; I took my hat, and, after a four-miles' walk, arrived at
Heathcliff's garden-gate just in time to escape the first feathery flakes of
a snow-shower.
On that bleak hill-top the earth was hard with a black frost, and the
air made me shiver through every limb. Being unable to remove the
chain, I jumped over, and, running up the flagged causeway bordered with
straggling gooseberry-bushes, knocked vainly for admittance, till my knuckles
tingled and the dogs howled.
'Wretched inmates!' I ejaculated, mentally, 'you deserve
perpetual isolation from your species for your churlish inhospitality.
At least, I would not keep my doors barred in the day-time. I
don't care - I will get in!' So resolved, I grasped the latch and
shook it vehemently. Vinegar-faced Joseph projected his head from
a round window of the barn.
'What are ye for?' he shouted. 'T' maister's down i' t' fowld.
Go round by th' end o' t' laith, if ye went to spake to him.'
'Is there nobody inside to open the door?' I
hallooed, responsively.
'There's nobbut t' missis; and shoo'll not oppen 't an ye mak'
yer flaysome dins till neeght.'
'Why? Cannot you tell her whom I am, eh, Joseph?'
'Nor-ne me! I'll hae no hend wi't,' muttered the head,
vanishing.
The snow began to drive thickly. I seized the handle to
essay another trial; when a young man without coat, and shouldering
a pitchfork, appeared in the yard behind. He hailed me to
follow him, and, after marching through a wash-house, and a paved
area containing a coal-shed, pump, and pigeon-cot, we at length arrived in
the huge, warm, cheerful apartment where I was formerly received. It
glowed delightfully in the radiance of an immense fire, compounded of coal,
peat, and wood; and near the table, laid for a plentiful evening meal, I was
pleased to observe the 'missis,' an individual whose existence I had never
previously suspected. I bowed and waited, thinking she would bid me
take a seat. She looked at me, leaning back in her chair, and
remained motionless and mute.
'Rough weather!' I remarked. 'I'm afraid, Mrs. Heathcliff,
the door must bear the consequence of your servants'
leisure attendance: I had hard work to make them hear me.'
She never opened her mouth. I stared - she stared also: at
any rate, she kept her eyes on me in a cool, regardless
manner, exceedingly embarrassing and disagreeable.
'Sit down,' said the young man, gruffly. 'He'll be in soon.'
I obeyed; and hemmed, and called the villain Juno, who deigned, at this
second interview, to move the extreme tip of her tail, in token of owning my
acquaintance.
'A beautiful animal!' I commenced again. 'Do you intend
parting with the little ones, madam?'
'They are not mine,' said the amiable hostess, more repellingly than
Heathcliff himself could have replied.
'Ah, your favourites are among these?' I continued, turning to
an obscure cushion full of something like cats.
'A strange choice of favourites!' she observed scornfully.
Unluckily, it was a heap of dead rabbits. I hemmed once more,
and drew closer to the hearth, repeating my comment on the wildness of the
evening.
'You should not have come out,' she said, rising and reaching from the
chimney-piece two of the painted canisters.
Her position before was sheltered from the light; now, I had a distinct
view of her whole figure and countenance. She was slender, and
apparently scarcely past girlhood: an admirable form, and the most
exquisite little face that I have ever had the pleasure of beholding; small
features, very fair; flaxen ringlets, or rather golden, hanging loose on her
delicate neck; and eyes, had they been agreeable in expression, that would
have been irresistible: fortunately for my susceptible heart, the
only sentiment they evinced hovered between scorn and a kind
of desperation, singularly unnatural to be detected there.
The canisters were almost out of her reach; I made a motion to aid
her; she turned upon me as a miser might turn if any one attempted
to assist him in counting his gold.
'I don't want your help,' she snapped; 'I can get them for myself.'
'I beg your pardon!' I hastened to reply.
'Were you asked to tea?' she demanded, tying an apron over her
neat black frock, and standing with a spoonful of the leaf poised over the
pot.
'I shall be glad to have a cup,' I answered.
'Were you asked?' she repeated.
'No,' I said, half smiling. 'You are the proper person to ask
me.'
She flung the tea back, spoon and all, and resumed her chair in a pet;
her forehead corrugated, and her red under-lip pushed out, like a child's
ready to cry.
Meanwhile, the young man had slung on to his person a decidedly shabby
upper garment, and, erecting himself before the blaze, looked down on me from
the corner of his eyes, for all the world as if there were some mortal feud
unavenged between us. I began to doubt whether he were a servant or
not: his dress and speech were both rude, entirely devoid of the
superiority observable in Mr. and Mrs. Heathcliff; his thick brown curls were
rough and uncultivated, his whiskers encroached bearishly over his cheeks,
and his hands were embrowned like those of a common labourer: still his
bearing was free, almost haughty, and he showed none of a
domestic's assiduity in attending on the lady of the house. In the
absence of clear proofs of his condition, I deemed it best to abstain
from noticing his curious conduct; and, five minutes afterwards,
the entrance of Heathcliff relieved me, in some measure, from
my uncomfortable state.
'You see, sir, I am come, according to promise!' I exclaimed, assuming
the cheerful; 'and I fear I shall be weather-bound for half an hour, if you
can afford me shelter during that space.'
'Half an hour?' he said, shaking the white flakes from his clothes; 'I
wonder you should select the thick of a snow-storm to ramble about in.
Do you know that you run a risk of being lost in the marshes? People
familiar with these moors often miss their road on such evenings; and I can
tell you there is no chance of a change at present.'
'Perhaps I can get a guide among your lads, and he might stay at the
Grange till morning - could you spare me one?'
'No, I could not.'
'Oh, indeed! Well, then, I must trust to my own sagacity.'
'Umph!'
'Are you going to mak' the tea?' demanded he of the shabby
coat, shifting his ferocious gaze from me to the young lady.
'Is HE to have any?' she asked, appealing to Heathcliff.
'Get it ready, will you?' was the answer, uttered so savagely that I
started. The tone in which the words were said revealed a genuine bad
nature. I no longer felt inclined to call Heathcliff a capital
fellow. When the preparations were finished, he invited me with - 'Now,
sir, bring forward your chair.' And we all, including the rustic youth,
drew round the table: an austere silence prevailing while we discussed
our meal.
I thought, if I had caused the cloud, it was my duty to make an effort
to dispel it. They could not every day sit so grim and taciturn; and it
was impossible, however ill-tempered they might be, that the universal scowl
they wore was their every-day countenance.
'It is strange,' I began, in the interval of swallowing one cup of tea
and receiving another - 'it is strange how custom can mould our tastes and
ideas: many could not imagine the existence of happiness in a life of
such complete exile from the world as you spend, Mr. Heathcliff; yet, I'll
venture to say, that, surrounded by your family, and with your amiable lady
as the presiding genius over your home and heart - '
'My amiable lady!' he interrupted, with an almost diabolical sneer on
his face. 'Where is she - my amiable lady?'
'Mrs. Heathcliff, your wife, I mean.'
'Well, yes - oh, you would intimate that her spirit has taken the post
of ministering angel, and guards the fortunes of Wuthering Heights, even when
her body is gone. Is that it?'
Perceiving myself in a blunder, I attempted to correct it. I
might have seen there was too great a disparity between the ages of
the parties to make it likely that they were man and wife. One
was about forty: a period of mental vigour at which men seldom
cherish the delusion of being married for love by girls: that dream
is reserved for the solace of our declining years. The other did
not look seventeen.
Then it flashed on me - 'The clown at my elbow, who is drinking his tea
out of a basin and eating his broad with unwashed hands, may be her
husband: Heathcliff junior, of course. Here is the consequence of
being buried alive: she has thrown herself away upon that boor from
sheer ignorance that better individuals existed! A sad pity - I must
beware how I cause her to regret her choice.' The last reflection may
seem conceited; it was not. My neighbour struck me as bordering on
repulsive; I knew, through experience, that I was tolerably attractive.
'Mrs. Heathcliff is my daughter-in-law,' said Heathcliff, corroborating
my surmise. He turned, as he spoke, a peculiar look in her
direction: a look of hatred; unless he has a most perverse set of
facial muscles that will not, like those of other people, interpret the
language of his soul.
'Ah, certainly - I see now: you are the favoured possessor of
the beneficent fairy,' I remarked, turning to my neighbour.
This was worse than before: the youth grew crimson, and
clenched his fist, with every appearance of a meditated assault. But
he seemed to recollect himself presently, and smothered the storm in
a brutal curse, muttered on my behalf: which, however, I took
care not to notice.
'Unhappy in your conjectures, sir,' observed my host; 'we neither of us
have the privilege of owning your good fairy; her mate is dead. I said
she was my daughter-in-law: therefore, she must have married my
son.'
'And this young man is - '
'Not my son, assuredly.'
Heathcliff smiled again, as if it were rather too bold a jest
to attribute the paternity of that bear to him.
'My name is Hareton Earnshaw,' growled the other; 'and I'd counsel you
to respect it!'
'I've shown no disrespect,' was my reply, laughing internally at the
dignity with which he announced himself.
He fixed his eye on me longer than I cared to return the stare, for fear
I might be tempted either to box his ears or render my hilarity
audible. I began to feel unmistakably out of place in that pleasant
family circle. The dismal spiritual atmosphere overcame, and more than
neutralised, the glowing physical comforts round me; and I resolved to be
cautious how I ventured under those rafters a third time.
The business of eating being concluded, and no one uttering a word of
sociable conversation, I approached a window to examine the weather. A
sorrowful sight I saw: dark night coming down prematurely, and sky and
hills mingled in one bitter whirl of wind and suffocating snow.
'I don't think it possible for me to get home now without a guide,' I
could not help exclaiming. 'The roads will be buried already; and, if
they were bare, I could scarcely distinguish a foot in advance.'
'Hareton, drive those dozen sheep into the barn porch. They'll
be covered if left in the fold all night: and put a plank
before them,' said Heathcliff.
'How must I do?' I continued, with rising irritation.
There was no reply to my question; and on looking round I saw
only Joseph bringing in a pail of porridge for the dogs, and
Mrs. Heathcliff leaning over the fire, diverting herself with burning
a bundle of matches which had fallen from the chimney-piece as
she restored the tea-canister to its place. The former, when he
had deposited his burden, took a critical survey of the room, and
in cracked tones grated out - 'Aw wonder how yah can faishion to
stand thear i' idleness un war, when all on 'ems goan out! Bud yah're
a nowt, and it's no use talking - yah'll niver mend o'yer ill ways, but
goa raight to t' divil, like yer mother afore ye!'
I imagined, for a moment, that this piece of eloquence was addressed to
me; and, sufficiently enraged, stepped towards the aged rascal with an
intention of kicking him out of the door. Mrs. Heathcliff, however,
checked me by her answer.
'You scandalous old hypocrite!' she replied. 'Are you not
afraid of being carried away bodily, whenever you mention the
devil's name? I warn you to refrain from provoking me, or I'll ask
your abduction as a special favour! Stop! look here, Joseph,'
she continued, taking a long, dark book from a shelf; 'I'll show you how
far I've progressed in the Black Art: I shall soon be competent to make
a clear house of it. The red cow didn't die by chance; and your
rheumatism can hardly be reckoned among providential visitations!'
'Oh, wicked, wicked!' gasped the elder; 'may the Lord deliver us from
evil!'
'No, reprobate! you are a castaway - be off, or I'll hurt
you seriously! I'll have you all modelled in wax and clay! and
the first who passes the limits I fix shall - I'll not say what he shall
be done to - but, you'll see! Go, I'm looking at you!'
The little witch put a mock malignity into her beautiful eyes,
and Joseph, trembling with sincere horror, hurried out, praying,
and ejaculating 'wicked' as he went. I thought her conduct must
be prompted by a species of dreary fun; and, now that we were alone,
I endeavoured to interest her in my distress.
'Mrs. Heathcliff,' I said earnestly, 'you must excuse me for troubling
you. I presume, because, with that face, I'm sure you cannot help being
good-hearted. Do point out some landmarks by which I may know my way
home: I have no more idea how to get there than you would have how to
get to London!'
'Take the road you came,' she answered, ensconcing herself in a chair,
with a candle, and the long book open before her. 'It is brief advice,
but as sound as I can give.'
'Then, if you hear of me being discovered dead in a bog or a pit full of
snow, your conscience won't whisper that it is partly your fault?'
'How so? I cannot escort you. They wouldn't let me go to the
end of the garden wall.'
'YOU! I should be sorry to ask you to cross the threshold, for
my convenience, on such a night,' I cried. 'I want you to tell me
my way, not to SHOW it: or else to persuade Mr. Heathcliff to give
me a guide.'
'Who? There is himself, Earnshaw, Zillah, Joseph and I.
Which would you have?'
'Are there no boys at the farm?'
'No; those are all.'
'Then, it follows that I am compelled to stay.'
'That you may settle with your host. I have nothing to do
with it.'
'I hope it will be a lesson to you to make no more rash journeys
on these hills,' cried Heathcliff's stern voice from the
kitchen entrance. 'As to staying here, I don't keep accommodations
for visitors: you must share a bed with Hareton or Joseph, if you
do.'
'I can sleep on a chair in this room,' I replied.
'No, no! A stranger is a stranger, be he rich or poor: it
will not suit me to permit any one the range of the place while I am
off guard!' said the unmannerly wretch.
With this insult my patience was at an end. I uttered
an expression of disgust, and pushed past him into the yard,
running against Earnshaw in my haste. It was so dark that I could not
see the means of exit; and, as I wandered round, I heard another specimen
of their civil behaviour amongst each other. At first the young man
appeared about to befriend me.
'I'll go with him as far as the park,' he said.
'You'll go with him to hell!' exclaimed his master, or whatever relation
he bore. 'And who is to look after the horses, eh?'
'A man's life is of more consequence than one evening's neglect of the
horses: somebody must go,' murmured Mrs. Heathcliff, more kindly than I
expected.
'Not at your command!' retorted Hareton. 'If you set store on
him, you'd better be quiet.'
'Then I hope his ghost will haunt you; and I hope Mr. Heathcliff will
never get another tenant till the Grange is a ruin,' she answered,
sharply.
'Hearken, hearken, shoo's cursing on 'em!' muttered Joseph, towards whom
I had been steering.
He sat within earshot, milking the cows by the light of a lantern, which
I seized unceremoniously, and, calling out that I would send it back on the
morrow, rushed to the nearest postern.
'Maister, maister, he's staling t' lanthern!' shouted the
ancient, pursuing my retreat. 'Hey, Gnasher! Hey, dog! Hey
Wolf, holld him, holld him!'
On opening the little door, two hairy monsters flew at my
throat, bearing me down, and extinguishing the light; while a
mingled guffaw from Heathcliff and Hareton put the copestone on my rage
and humiliation. Fortunately, the beasts seemed more bent
on stretching their paws, and yawning, and flourishing their tails, than
devouring me alive; but they would suffer no resurrection, and I was forced
to lie till their malignant masters pleased to deliver me: then,
hatless and trembling with wrath, I ordered the miscreants to let me out - on
their peril to keep me one minute longer - with several incoherent threats of
retaliation that, in their indefinite depth of virulency, smacked of King
Lear.
The vehemence of my agitation brought on a copious bleeding at the nose,
and still Heathcliff laughed, and still I scolded. I don't know what
would have concluded the scene, had there not been one person at hand rather
more rational than myself, and more benevolent than my entertainer.
This was Zillah, the stout housewife; who at length issued forth to inquire
into the nature of the uproar. She thought that some of them had been
laying violent hands on me; and, not daring to attack her master, she turned
her vocal artillery against the younger scoundrel.
'Well, Mr. Earnshaw,' she cried, 'I wonder what you'll have
agait next? Are we going to murder folk on our very door-stones?
I see this house will never do for me - look at t' poor lad, he's
fair choking! Wisht, wisht; you mun'n't go on so. Come in, and
I'll cure that: there now, hold ye still.'
With these words she suddenly splashed a pint of icy water down my neck,
and pulled me into the kitchen. Mr. Heathcliff followed, his accidental
merriment expiring quickly in his habitual moroseness.
I was sick exceedingly, and dizzy, and faint; and thus
compelled perforce to accept lodgings under his roof. He told Zillah to
give me a glass of brandy, and then passed on to the inner room; while she
condoled with me on my sorry predicament, and having obeyed his orders,
whereby I was somewhat revived, ushered me to bed.
CHAPTER III
WHILE leading the way upstairs, she recommended that I should hide the
candle, and not make a noise; for her master had an odd notion about the
chamber she would put me in, and never let anybody lodge there
willingly. I asked the reason. She did not know,
she answered: she had only lived there a year or two; and they had
so many queer goings on, she could not begin to be curious.
Too stupefied to be curious myself, I fastened my door and glanced round
for the bed. The whole furniture consisted of a chair, a clothes-press,
and a large oak case, with squares cut out near the top resembling coach
windows. Having approached this structure, I looked inside, and
perceived it to be a singular sort of old-fashioned couch, very conveniently
designed to obviate the necessity for every member of the family having a
room to himself. In fact, it formed a little closet, and the ledge of a
window, which it enclosed, served as a table. I slid back the
panelled sides, got in with my light, pulled them together again, and
felt secure against the vigilance of Heathcliff, and every one else.
The ledge, where I placed my candle, had a few mildewed books piled up
in one corner; and it was covered with writing scratched on the paint.
This writing, however, was nothing but a name repeated in all kinds of
characters, large and small - CATHERINE EARNSHAW, here and there varied to
CATHERINE HEATHCLIFF, and then again to CATHERINE LINTON.
In vapid listlessness I leant my head against the window, and continued
spelling over Catherine Earnshaw - Heathcliff - Linton, till my eyes closed;
but they had not rested five minutes when a glare of white letters started
from the dark, as vivid as spectres - the air swarmed with Catherines; and
rousing myself to dispel the obtrusive name, I discovered my candle-wick
reclining on one of the antique volumes, and perfuming the place with an
odour of roasted calf-skin. I snuffed it off, and, very ill at ease
under the influence of cold and lingering nausea, sat up and spread open
the injured tome on my knee. It was a Testament, in lean type,
and smelling dreadfully musty: a fly-leaf bore the inscription
- 'Catherine Earnshaw, her book,' and a date some quarter of a century
back. I shut it, and took up another and another, till I had examined
all. Catherine's library was select, and its state of dilapidation
proved it to have been well used, though not altogether for a legitimate
purpose: scarcely one chapter had escaped, a pen-and-ink commentary -
at least the appearance of one - covering every morsel of blank that the
printer had left. Some were detached sentences; other parts took the
form of a regular diary, scrawled in an unformed, childish hand. At the
top of an extra page (quite a treasure, probably, when first lighted on)
I was greatly amused to behold an excellent caricature of my
friend Joseph, - rudely, yet powerfully sketched. An immediate
interest kindled within me for the unknown Catherine, and I began
forthwith to decipher her faded hieroglyphics.
'An awful Sunday,' commenced the paragraph beneath. 'I wish
my father were back again. Hindley is a detestable substitute -
his conduct to Heathcliff is atrocious - H. and I are going to rebel - we
took our initiatory step this evening.
'All day had been flooding with rain; we could not go to church,
so Joseph must needs get up a congregation in the garret; and,
while Hindley and his wife basked downstairs before a comfortable fire
- doing anything but reading their Bibles, I'll answer for it
- Heathcliff, myself, and the unhappy ploughboy were commanded to take our
prayer-books, and mount: we were ranged in a row, on a sack of corn,
groaning and shivering, and hoping that Joseph would shiver too, so that he
might give us a short homily for his own sake. A vain idea! The
service lasted precisely three hours; and yet my brother had the face to
exclaim, when he saw us descending, "What, done already?" On Sunday
evenings we used to be permitted to play, if we did not make much noise; now
a mere titter is sufficient to send us into corners.
'"You forget you have a master here," says the tyrant.
"I'll demolish the first who puts me out of temper! I insist on
perfect sobriety and silence. Oh, boy! was that you? Frances
darling, pull his hair as you go by: I heard him snap his
fingers." Frances pulled his hair heartily, and then went and seated
herself on her husband's knee, and there they were, like two
babies, kissing and talking nonsense by the hour - foolish palaver that
we should be ashamed of. We made ourselves as snug as our
means allowed in the arch of the dresser. I had just fastened
our pinafores together, and hung them up for a curtain, when in
comes Joseph, on an errand from the stables. He tears down my
handiwork, boxes my ears, and croaks:
'"T' maister nobbut just buried, and Sabbath not o'ered, und t' sound o'
t' gospel still i' yer lugs, and ye darr be laiking! Shame on ye! sit ye
down, ill childer! there's good books eneugh if ye'll read 'em: sit ye
down, and think o' yer sowls!"
'Saying this, he compelled us so to square our positions that we might
receive from the far-off fire a dull ray to show us the text of the lumber he
thrust upon us. I could not bear the employment. I took my dingy volume
by the scroop, and hurled it into the dog- kennel, vowing I hated a good
book. Heathcliff kicked his to the same place. Then there was a
hubbub!
'"Maister Hindley!" shouted our chaplain. " Maister, coom
hither! Miss Cathy's riven th' back off 'Th' Helmet o' Salvation,'
un' Heathcliff's pawsed his fit into t' first part o' 'T' Brooad Way
to Destruction!' It's fair flaysome that ye let 'em go on this
gait. Ech! th' owd man wad ha' laced 'em properly - but he's goan!"
'Hindley hurried up from his paradise on the hearth, and seizing one of
us by the collar, and the other by the arm, hurled both into the
back-kitchen; where, Joseph asseverated, "owd Nick would fetch us as sure as
we were living: and, so comforted, we each sought a separate nook to
await his advent. I reached this book, and a pot of ink from a shelf,
and pushed the house-door ajar to give me light, and I have got the time on
with writing for twenty minutes; but my companion is impatient, and proposes
that we should appropriate the dairywoman's cloak, and have a scamper on
the moors, under its shelter. A pleasant suggestion - and then, if
the surly old man come in, he may believe his prophecy verified -
we cannot be damper, or colder, in the rain than we are here.'
* * * * * *
I suppose Catherine fulfilled her project, for the next sentence took up
another subject: she waxed lachrymose.
'How little did I dream that Hindley would ever make me cry so!' she
wrote. 'My head aches, till I cannot keep it on the pillow; and still I
can't give over. Poor Heathcliff! Hindley calls him a vagabond,
and won't let him sit with us, nor eat with us any more; and, he says, he and
I must not play together, and threatens to turn him out of the house if we
break his orders. He has been blaming our father (how dared he?) for
treating H. too liberally; and swears he will reduce him to his right place -
'
* * * * * *
I began to nod drowsily over the dim page: my eye wandered
from manuscript to print. I saw a red ornamented title - 'Seventy
Times Seven, and the First of the Seventy-First.' A Pious
Discourse delivered by the Reverend Jabez Branderham, in the Chapel
of Gimmerden Sough.' And while I was, half-consciously, worrying
my brain to guess what Jabez Branderham would make of his subject, I sank
back in bed, and fell asleep. Alas, for the effects of bad tea and bad
temper! What else could it be that made me pass such a terrible
night? I don't remember another that I can at all compare with it since
I was capable of suffering.
I began to dream, almost before I ceased to be sensible of
my locality. I thought it was morning; and I had set out on my
way home, with Joseph for a guide. The snow lay yards deep in
our road; and, as we floundered on, my companion wearied me with constant
reproaches that I had not brought a pilgrim's staff: telling me that I could
never get into the house without one, and boastfully flourishing a
heavy-headed cudgel, which I understood to be so denominated. For a
moment I considered it absurd that I should need such a weapon to gain
admittance into my own residence. Then a new idea flashed across me. I
was not going there: we were journeying to hear the famous Jabez
Branderham preach, from the text - 'Seventy Times Seven;' and either Joseph,
the preacher, or I had committed the 'First of the Seventy-First,' and were
to be publicly exposed and excommunicated.
We came to the chapel. I have passed it really in my walks,
twice or thrice; it lies in a hollow, between two hills: an
elevated hollow, near a swamp, whose peaty moisture is said to answer
all the purposes of embalming on the few corpses deposited there.
The roof has been kept whole hitherto; but as the clergyman's stipend is
only twenty pounds per annum, and a house with two rooms, threatening
speedily to determine into one, no clergyman will undertake the duties of
pastor: especially as it is currently reported that his flock would
rather let him starve than increase the living by one penny from their own
pockets. However, in my dream, Jabez had a full and attentive
congregation; and he preached - good God! what a sermon; divided into FOUR
HUNDRED AND NINETY parts, each fully equal to an ordinary address from the
pulpit, and each discussing a separate sin! Where he searched for them,
I cannot tell. He had his private manner of interpreting the
phrase, and it seemed necessary the brother should sin different sins
on every occasion. They were of the most curious character:
odd transgressions that I never imagined previously.
Oh, how weary I grow. How I writhed, and yawned, and nodded,
and revived! How I pinched and pricked myself, and rubbed my eyes,
and stood up, and sat down again, and nudged Joseph to inform me if
he would EVER have done. I was condemned to hear all out:
finally, he reached the 'FIRST OF THE SEVENTY-FIRST.' At that crisis,
a sudden inspiration descended on me; I was moved to rise and denounce
Jabez Branderham as the sinner of the sin that no Christian need
pardon.
'Sir,' I exclaimed, 'sitting here within these four walls, at
one stretch, I have endured and forgiven the four hundred and ninety heads
of your discourse. Seventy times seven times have I plucked up my hat
and been about to depart - Seventy times seven times have you preposterously
forced me to resume my seat. The four hundred and ninety-first is too
much. Fellow-martyrs, have at him! Drag him down, and crush him
to atoms, that the place which knows him may know him no more!'
'THOU ART THE MAN!' cried Jabez, after a solemn pause, leaning over his
cushion. 'Seventy times seven times didst thou gapingly contort thy
visage - seventy times seven did I take counsel with my soul - Lo, this is
human weakness: this also may be absolved! The First of the
Seventy-First is come. Brethren, execute upon him the judgment
written. Such honour have all His saints!'
With that concluding word, the whole assembly, exalting their pilgrim's
staves, rushed round me in a body; and I, having no weapon to raise in
self-defence, commenced grappling with Joseph, my nearest and most ferocious
assailant, for his. In the confluence of the multitude, several clubs
crossed; blows, aimed at me, fell on other sconces. Presently the whole
chapel resounded with rappings and counter rappings: every man's hand
was against his neighbour; and Branderham, unwilling to remain idle,
poured forth his zeal in a shower of loud taps on the boards of
the pulpit, which responded so smartly that, at last, to my
unspeakable relief, they woke me. And what was it that had suggested
the tremendous tumult? What had played Jabez's part in the
row? Merely the branch of a fir-tree that touched my lattice as the blast
wailed by, and rattled its dry cones against the panes! I listened
doubtingly an instant; detected the disturber, then turned and dozed, and
dreamt again: if possible, still more disagreeably than before.
This time, I remembered I was lying in the oak closet, and I
heard distinctly the gusty wind, and the driving of the snow; I
heard, also, the fir bough repeat its teasing sound, and ascribed it
to the right cause: but it annoyed me so much, that I resolved
to silence it, if possible; and, I thought, I rose and endeavoured
to unhasp the casement. The hook was soldered into the staple:
a circumstance observed by me when awake, but forgotten. 'I
must stop it, nevertheless!' I muttered, knocking my knuckles through the
glass, and stretching an arm out to seize the importunate branch; instead of
which, my fingers closed on the fingers of a little, ice-cold hand! The
intense horror of nightmare came over me: I tried to draw back my arm,
but the hand clung to it, and a most melancholy voice sobbed, 'Let me in -
let me in!' 'Who are you?' I asked, struggling, meanwhile, to disengage
myself. 'Catherine Linton,' it replied, shiveringly (why did I think
of LINTON? I had read EARNSHAW twenty times for Linton) - 'I'm
come home: I'd lost my way on the moor!' As it spoke, I
discerned, obscurely, a child's face looking through the window. Terror
made me cruel; and, finding it useless to attempt shaking the
creature off, I pulled its wrist on to the broken pane, and rubbed it to
and fro till the blood ran down and soaked the bedclothes: still
it wailed, 'Let me in!' and maintained its tenacious gripe,
almost maddening me with fear. 'How can I!' I said at length.
'Let ME go, if you want me to let you in!' The fingers relaxed, I
snatched mine through the hole, hurriedly piled the books up in a
pyramid against it, and stopped my ears to exclude the lamentable
prayer. I seemed to keep them closed above a quarter of an hour; yet,
the instant I listened again, there was the doleful cry moaning
on! 'Begone!' I shouted. 'I'll never let you in, not if you beg
for twenty years.' 'It is twenty years,' mourned the voice:
'twenty years. I've been a waif for twenty years!' Thereat began
a feeble scratching outside, and the pile of books moved as if
thrust forward. I tried to jump up; but could not stir a limb; and
so yelled aloud, in a frenzy of fright. To my confusion, I
discovered the yell was not ideal: hasty footsteps approached my
chamber door; somebody pushed it open, with a vigorous hand, and a
light glimmered through the squares at the top of the bed. I
sat shuddering yet, and wiping the perspiration from my forehead:
the intruder appeared to hesitate, and muttered to himself. At
last, he said, in a half-whisper, plainly not expecting an answer, 'Is any
one here?' I considered it best to confess my presence; for I knew
Heathcliff's accents, and feared he might search further, if I kept
quiet. With this intention, I turned and opened the panels. I shall not
soon forget the effect my action produced.
Heathcliff stood near the entrance, in his shirt and trousers; with a
candle dripping over his fingers, and his face as white as the wall behind
him. The first creak of the oak startled him like an electric
shock: the light leaped from his hold to a distance of some feet, and
his agitation was so extreme, that he could hardly pick it up.
'It is only your guest, sir,' I called out, desirous to spare him the
humiliation of exposing his cowardice further. 'I had the misfortune to
scream in my sleep, owing to a frightful nightmare. I'm sorry I disturbed
you.'
'Oh, God confound you, Mr. Lockwood! I wish you were at the -
' commenced my host, setting the candle on a chair, because he found it
impossible to hold it steady. 'And who showed you up into this room?'
he continued, crushing his nails into his palms, and grinding his teeth to
subdue the maxillary convulsions. 'Who was it? I've a good mind
to turn them out of the house this moment?'
'It was your servant Zillah,' I replied, flinging myself on to
the floor, and rapidly resuming my garments. 'I should not care if
you did, Mr. Heathcliff; she richly deserves it. I suppose that
she wanted to get another proof that the place was haunted, at
my expense. Well, it is - swarming with ghosts and goblins! You
have reason in shutting it up, I assure you. No one will thank you
for a doze in such a den!'
'What do you mean?' asked Heathcliff, 'and what are you doing?
Lie down and finish out the night, since you ARE here; but, for heaven's
sake! don't repeat that horrid noise: nothing could excuse it, unless
you were having your throat cut!'
'If the little fiend had got in at the window, she probably would have
strangled me!' I returned. 'I'm not going to endure the persecutions of
your hospitable ancestors again. Was not the Reverend Jabez Branderham
akin to you on the mother's side? And that minx, Catherine Linton, or
Earnshaw, or however she was called - she must have been a changeling -
wicked little soul! She told me she had been walking the earth these
twenty years: a just punishment for her mortal transgressions, I've no
doubt!'
Scarcely were these words uttered when I recollected the association of
Heathcliff's with Catherine's name in the book, which had completely slipped
from my memory, till thus awakened. I blushed at my
inconsideration: but, without showing further consciousness of the
offence, I hastened to add - 'The truth is, sir, I passed the first part of
the night in - ' Here I stopped afresh - I was about to say 'perusing
those old volumes,' then it would have revealed my knowledge of their
written, as well as their printed, contents; so, correcting myself, I went on
- 'in spelling over the name scratched on that window-ledge. A
monotonous occupation, calculated to set me asleep, like counting, or -
'
'What CAN you mean by talking in this way to ME!' thundered Heathcliff
with savage vehemence. 'How - how DARE you, under my roof? - God! he's
mad to speak so!' And he struck his forehead with rage.
I did not know whether to resent this language or pursue my explanation;
but he seemed so powerfully affected that I took pity and proceeded with my
dreams; affirming I had never heard the appellation of 'Catherine Linton'
before, but reading it often over produced an impression which personified
itself when I had no longer my imagination under control. Heathcliff
gradually fell back into the shelter of the bed, as I spoke; finally sitting
down almost concealed behind it. I guessed, however, by his
irregular and intercepted breathing, that he struggled to vanquish an
excess of violent emotion. Not liking to show him that I had heard
the conflict, I continued my toilette rather noisily, looked at my watch,
and soliloquised on the length of the night: 'Not three o'clock
yet! I could have taken oath it had been six. Time stagnates
here: we must surely have retired to rest at eight!'
'Always at nine in winter, and rise at four,' said my host, suppressing
a groan: and, as I fancied, by the motion of his arm's shadow, dashing
a tear from his eyes. 'Mr. Lockwood,' he added, 'you may go into my
room: you'll only be in the way, coming down- stairs so early:
and your childish outcry has sent sleep to the devil for me.'
'And for me, too,' I replied. 'I'll walk in the yard
till daylight, and then I'll be off; and you need not dread a
repetition of my intrusion. I'm now quite cured of seeking pleasure
in society, be it country or town. A sensible man ought to
find sufficient company in himself.'
'Delightful company!' muttered Heathcliff. 'Take the candle,
and go where you please. I shall join you directly. Keep out of
the yard, though, the dogs are unchained; and the house - Juno
mounts sentinel there, and - nay, you can only ramble about the steps
and passages. But, away with you! I'll come in two
minutes!'
I obeyed, so far as to quit the chamber; when, ignorant where the narrow
lobbies led, I stood still, and was witness, involuntarily, to a piece of
superstition on the part of my landlord which belied, oddly, his apparent
sense. He got on to the bed, and wrenched open the lattice, bursting,
as he pulled at it, into an uncontrollable passion of tears. 'Come in!
come in!' he sobbed. 'Cathy, do come. Oh, do - ONCE more! Oh! my
heart's darling! hear me THIS time, Catherine, at last!' The spectre
showed a spectre's ordinary caprice: it gave no sign of being; but the
snow and wind whirled wildly through, even reaching my station, and blowing
out the light.
There was such anguish in the gush of grief that accompanied
this raving, that my compassion made me overlook its folly, and I
drew off, half angry to have listened at all, and vexed at having related
my ridiculous nightmare, since it produced that agony; though WHY was beyond
my comprehension. I descended cautiously to the lower regions, and
landed in the back-kitchen, where a gleam of fire, raked compactly together,
enabled me to rekindle my candle. Nothing was stirring except a brindled,
grey cat, which crept from the ashes, and saluted me with a querulous
mew.
Two benches, shaped in sections of a circle, nearly enclosed the hearth;
on one of these I stretched myself, and Grimalkin mounted the other. We
were both of us nodding ere any one invaded our retreat, and then it was
Joseph, shuffling down a wooden ladder that vanished in the roof, through a
trap: the ascent to his garret, I suppose. He cast a sinister
look at the little flame which I had enticed to play between the ribs, swept
the cat from its elevation, and bestowing himself in the vacancy, commenced
the operation of stuffing a three-inch pipe with tobacco. My
presence in his sanctum was evidently esteemed a piece of impudence
too shameful for remark: he silently applied the tube to his
lips, folded his arms, and puffed away. I let him enjoy the
luxury unannoyed; and after sucking out his last wreath, and heaving
a profound sigh, he got up, and departed as solemnly as he came.
A more elastic footstep entered next; and now I opened my mouth for a
'good-morning,' but closed it again, the salutation unachieved; for Hareton
Earnshaw was performing his orison SOTTO VOCE, in a series of curses directed
against every object he touched, while he rummaged a corner for a spade or
shovel to dig through the drifts. He glanced over the back of the bench,
dilating his nostrils, and thought as little of exchanging civilities with me
as with my companion the cat. I guessed, by his preparations, that
egress was allowed, and, leaving my hard couch, made a movement to follow
him. He noticed this, and thrust at an inner door with the end of
his spade, intimating by an inarticulate sound that there was the
place where I must go, if I changed my locality.
It opened into the house, where the females were already astir; Zillah
urging flakes of flame up the chimney with a colossal bellows; and Mrs.
Heathcliff, kneeling on the hearth, reading a book by the aid of the
blaze. She held her hand interposed between the furnace-heat and her
eyes, and seemed absorbed in her occupation; desisting from it only to chide
the servant for covering her with sparks, or to push away a dog, now and
then, that snoozled its nose overforwardly into her face. I was
surprised to see Heathcliff there also. He stood by the fire, his back
towards me, just finishing a stormy scene with poor Zillah; who ever
and anon interrupted her labour to pluck up the corner of her apron, and
heave an indignant groan.
'And you, you worthless - ' he broke out as I entered, turning to his
daughter-in-law, and employing an epithet as harmless as duck, or sheep, but
generally represented by a dash - . 'There you are, at your idle tricks
again! The rest of them do earn their bread - you live on my
charity! Put your trash away, and find something to do. You shall
pay me for the plague of having you eternally in my sight - do you hear,
damnable jade?'
'I'll put my trash away, because you can make me if I refuse,' answered
the young lady, closing her book, and throwing it on a chair. 'But I'll
not do anything, though you should swear your tongue out, except what I
please!'
Heathcliff lifted his hand, and the speaker sprang to a safer distance,
obviously acquainted with its weight. Having no desire to be
entertained by a cat-and-dog combat, I stepped forward briskly, as if eager
to partake the warmth of the hearth, and innocent of any knowledge of the
interrupted dispute. Each had enough decorum to suspend further
hostilities: Heathcliff placed his fists, out of temptation, in his
pockets; Mrs. Heathcliff curled her lip, and walked to a seat far off, where
she kept her word by playing the part of a statue during the remainder of
my stay. That was not long. I declined joining their breakfast,
and, at the first gleam of dawn, took an opportunity of escaping into the
free air, now clear, and still, and cold as impalpable ice.
My landlord halloed for me to stop ere I reached the bottom of
the garden, and offered to accompany me across the moor. It was
well he did, for the whole hill-back was one billowy, white ocean;
the swells and falls not indicating corresponding rises and depressions in
the ground: many pits, at least, were filled to a level; and entire
ranges of mounds, the refuse of the quarries, blotted from the chart which my
yesterday's walk left pictured in my mind. I had remarked on one side
of the road, at intervals of six or seven yards, a line of upright stones,
continued through the whole length of the barren: these were erected
and daubed with lime on purpose to serve as guides in the dark, and also when
a fall, like the present, confounded the deep swamps on either hand with the
firmer path: but, excepting a dirty dot pointing up here and there,
all traces of their existence had vanished: and my companion found
it necessary to warn me frequently to steer to the right or left, when I
imagined I was following, correctly, the windings of the road.
We exchanged little conversation, and he halted at the entrance
of Thrushcross Park, saying, I could make no error there. Our
adieux were limited to a hasty bow, and then I pushed forward, trusting
to my own resources; for the porter's lodge is untenanted as yet.
The distance from the gate to the grange is two miles; I believe I managed
to make it four, what with losing myself among the trees, and sinking up to
the neck in snow: a predicament which only those who have experienced
it can appreciate. At any rate, whatever were my wanderings, the clock
chimed twelve as I entered the house; and that gave exactly an hour for every
mile of the usual way from Wuthering Heights.
My human fixture and her satellites rushed to welcome me; exclaiming,
tumultuously, they had completely given me up: everybody conjectured that I
perished last night; and they were wondering how they must set about the
search for my remains. I bid them be quiet, now that they saw me
returned, and, benumbed to my very heart, I dragged up-stairs; whence, after
putting on dry clothes, and pacing to and fro thirty or forty minutes, to
restore the animal heat, I adjourned to my study, feeble as a
kitten: almost too much so to enjoy the cheerful fire and smoking
coffee which the servant had prepared for my refreshment.
CHAPTER IV
WHAT vain weathercocks we are! I, who had determined to
hold myself independent of all social intercourse, and thanked my
stars that, at length, I had lighted on a spot where it was next
to impracticable - I, weak wretch, after maintaining till dusk a struggle
with low spirits and solitude, was finally compelled to strike my colours;
and under pretence of gaining information concerning the necessities of my
establishment, I desired Mrs. Dean, when she brought in supper, to sit down
while I ate it; hoping sincerely she would prove a regular gossip, and either
rouse me to animation or lull me to sleep by her talk.
'You have lived here a considerable time,' I commenced; 'did you not say
sixteen years?'
'Eighteen, sir: I came when the mistress was married, to wait
on her; after she died, the master retained me for his housekeeper.'
'Indeed.'
There ensued a pause. She was not a gossip, I feared; unless
about her own affairs, and those could hardly interest me.
However, having studied for an interval, with a fist on either knee, and
a cloud of meditation over her ruddy countenance, she ejaculated - 'Ah,
times are greatly changed since then!'
'Yes,' I remarked, 'you've seen a good many alterations,
I suppose?'
'I have: and troubles too,' she said.
'Oh, I'll turn the talk on my landlord's family!' I thought
to myself. 'A good subject to start! And that pretty girl-widow,
I should like to know her history: whether she be a native of
the country, or, as is more probable, an exotic that the surly INDIGENAE
will not recognise for kin.' With this intention I asked Mrs. Dean why
Heathcliff let Thrushcross Grange, and preferred living in a situation and
residence so much inferior. 'Is he not rich enough to keep the estate
in good order?' I inquired.
'Rich, sir!' she returned. 'He has nobody knows what money,
and every year it increases. Yes, yes, he's rich enough to live in
a finer house than this: but he's very near - close-handed; and,
if he had meant to flit to Thrushcross Grange, as soon as he heard of a
good tenant he could not have borne to miss the chance of getting a few
hundreds more. It is strange people should be so greedy, when they are
alone in the world!'
'He had a son, it seems?'
'Yes, he had one - he is dead.'
'And that young lady, Mrs. Heathcliff, is his widow?'
'Yes.'
'Where did she come from originally?'
'Why, sir, she is my late master's daughter: Catherine Linton
was her maiden name. I nursed her, poor thing! I did wish
Mr. Heathcliff would remove here, and then we might have been
together again.'
'What! Catherine Linton?' I exclaimed, astonished. But a
minute's reflection convinced me it was not my ghostly Catherine.
Then,' I continued, 'my predecessor's name was Linton?'
'It was.'
'And who is that Earnshaw: Hareton Earnshaw, who lives with
Mr. Heathcliff? Are they relations?'
'No; he is the late Mrs. Linton's nephew.'
'The young lady's cousin, then?'
'Yes; and her husband was her cousin also: one on the
mother's, the other on the father's side: Heathcliff married Mr.
Linton's sister.'
'I see the house at Wuthering Heights has "Earnshaw" carved over the
front door. Are they an old family?'
'Very old, sir; and Hareton is the last of them, as our Miss Cathy is of
us - I mean, of the Lintons. Have you been to Wuthering Heights?
I beg pardon for asking; but I should like to hear how she is!'
'Mrs. Heathcliff? she looked very well, and very handsome; yet, I think,
not very happy.'
'Oh dear, I don't wonder! And how did you like the master?'
'A rough fellow, rather, Mrs. Dean. Is not that his character?
'Rough as a saw-edge, and hard as whinstone! The less you
meddle with him the better.'
'He must have had some ups and downs in life to make him such
a churl. Do you know anything of his history?'
'It's a cuckoo's, sir - I know all about it: except where he
was born, and who were his parents, and how he got his money at first. And
Hareton has been cast out like an unfledged dunnock! The unfortunate
lad is the only one in all this parish that does not guess how he has been
cheated.'
'Well, Mrs. Dean, it will be a charitable deed to tell me something of
my neighbours: I feel I shall not rest if I go to bed; so be good
enough to sit and chat an hour.'
'Oh, certainly, sir! I'll just fetch a little sewing, and
then I'll sit as long as you please. But you've caught cold: I
saw you shivering, and you must have some gruel to drive it out.'
The worthy woman bustled off, and I crouched nearer the fire; my head
felt hot, and the rest of me chill: moreover, I was excited, almost to
a pitch of foolishness, through my nerves and brain. This caused me to feel,
not uncomfortable, but rather fearful (as I am still) of serious effects from
the incidents of to-day and yesterday. She returned presently, bringing
a smoking basin and a basket of work; and, having placed the former on the
hob, drew in her seat, evidently pleased to find me so companionable.
Before I came to live here, she commenced - waiting no
farther invitation to her story - I was almost always at Wuthering
Heights; because my mother had nursed Mr. Hindley Earnshaw, that
was Hareton's father, and I got used to playing with the children:
I ran errands too, and helped to make hay, and hung about the farm ready
for anything that anybody would set me to. One fine summer morning - it
was the beginning of harvest, I remember - Mr. Earnshaw, the old master, came
down-stairs, dressed for a journey; and, after he had told Joseph what was to
be done during the day, he turned to Hindley, and Cathy, and me - for I sat
eating my porridge with them - and he said, speaking to his son, 'Now,
my bonny man, I'm going to Liverpool to-day, what shall I bring you? You
may choose what you like: only let it be little, for I shall walk there
and back: sixty miles each way, that is a long spell!' Hindley named a
fiddle, and then he asked Miss Cathy; she was hardly six years old, but she
could ride any horse in the stable, and she chose a whip. He did not
forget me; for he had a kind heart, though he was rather severe
sometimes. He promised to bring me a pocketful of apples and pears, and
then he kissed his children, said good-bye, and set off.
It seemed a long while to us all - the three days of his absence - and
often did little Cathy ask when he would be home. Mrs. Earnshaw
expected him by supper-time on the third evening, and she put the meal off
hour after hour; there were no signs of his coming, however, and at last the
children got tired of running down to the gate to look. Then it grew
dark; she would have had them to bed, but they begged sadly to be allowed to
stay up; and, just about eleven o'clock, the door-latch was raised quietly,
and in stepped the master. He threw himself into a chair, laughing
and groaning, and bid them all stand off, for he was nearly killed -
he would not have such another walk for the three kingdoms.
'And at the end of it to be flighted to death!' he said, opening his
great-coat, which he held bundled up in his arms. 'See
here, wife! I was never so beaten with anything in my life: but
you must e'en take it as a gift of God; though it's as dark almost as if
it came from the devil.'
We crowded round, and over Miss Cathy's head I had a peep at a dirty,
ragged, black-haired child; big enough both to walk and talk: indeed,
its face looked older than Catherine's; yet when it was set on its feet, it
only stared round, and repeated over and over again some gibberish that
nobody could understand. I was frightened, and Mrs. Earnshaw was ready
to fling it out of doors: she did fly up, asking how he could fashion to
bring that gipsy brat into the house, when they had their own bairns to feed
and fend for? What he meant to do with it, and whether he were
mad? The master tried to explain the matter; but he was really half
dead with fatigue, and all that I could make out, amongst her
scolding, was a tale of his seeing it starving, and houseless, and as good
as dumb, in the streets of Liverpool, where he picked it up and inquired
for its owner. Not a soul knew to whom it belonged, he said; and his
money and time being both limited, he thought it better to take it home with
him at once, than run into vain expenses there: because he was
determined he would not leave it as he found it. Well, the conclusion
was, that my mistress grumbled herself calm; and Mr. Earnshaw told me to wash
it, and give it clean things, and let it sleep with the children.
Hindley and Cathy contented themselves with looking and listening till
peace was restored: then, both began searching their father's pockets
for the presents he had promised them. The former was a boy of
fourteen, but when he drew out what had been a fiddle, crushed to morsels in
the great-coat, he blubbered aloud; and Cathy, when she learned the master
had lost her whip in attending on the stranger, showed her humour by grinning
and spitting at the stupid little thing; earning for her pains a sound blow
from her father, to teach her cleaner manners. They entirely refused
to have it in bed with them, or even in their room; and I had no
more sense, so I put it on the landing of the stairs, hoping it might
he gone on the morrow. By chance, or else attracted by hearing
his voice, it crept to Mr. Earnshaw's door, and there he found it
on quitting his chamber. Inquiries were made as to how it got
there; I was obliged to confess, and in recompense for my cowardice
and inhumanity was sent out of the house.
This was Heathcliff's first introduction to the family. On
coming back a few days afterwards (for I did not consider my
banishment perpetual), I found they had christened him 'Heathcliff': it
was the name of a son who died in childhood, and it has served him
ever since, both for Christian and surname. Miss Cathy and he were
now very thick; but Hindley hated him: and to say the truth I did
the same; and we plagued and went on with him shamefully: for I
wasn't reasonable enough to feel my injustice, and the mistress never
put in a word on his behalf when she saw him wronged.
He seemed a sullen, patient child; hardened, perhaps, to
ill- treatment: he would stand Hindley's blows without winking
or shedding a tear, and my pinches moved him only to draw in a breath and
open his eyes, as if he had hurt himself by accident, and nobody was to
blame. This endurance made old Earnshaw furious, when he discovered his
son persecuting the poor fatherless child, as he called him. He took to
Heathcliff strangely, believing all he said (for that matter, he said
precious little, and generally the truth), and petting him up far above
Cathy, who was too mischievous and wayward for a favourite.
So, from the very beginning, he bred bad feeling in the house; and at
Mrs. Earnshaw's death, which happened in less than two years after, the young
master had learned to regard his father as an oppressor rather than a friend,
and Heathcliff as a usurper of his parent's affections and his privileges;
and he grew bitter with brooding over these injuries. I sympathised a
while; but when the children fell ill of the measles, and I had to tend them,
and take on me the cares of a woman at once, I changed my idea.
Heathcliff was dangerously sick; and while he lay at the worst he would
have me constantly by his pillow: I suppose he felt I did a good
deal for him, and he hadn't wit to guess that I was compelled to do
it. However, I will say this, he was the quietest child that ever
nurse watched over. The difference between him and the others forced
me to be less partial. Cathy and her brother harassed me
terribly: he was as uncomplaining as a lamb; though hardness, not
gentleness, made him give little trouble.
He got through, and the doctor affirmed it was in a great measure owing
to me, and praised me for my care. I was vain of his commendations, and
softened towards the being by whose means I earned them, and thus Hindley
lost his last ally: still I couldn't dote on Heathcliff, and I wondered
often what my master saw to admire so much in the sullen boy; who never, to
my recollection, repaid his indulgence by any sign of gratitude. He was
not insolent to his benefactor, he was simply insensible; though knowing
perfectly the hold he had on his heart, and conscious he had only to speak
and all the house would be obliged to bend to his wishes. As an
instance, I remember Mr. Earnshaw once bought a couple of colts at the parish
fair, and gave the lads each one. Heathcliff took the handsomest, but it soon
fell lame, and when he discovered it, he said to Hindley -
'You must exchange horses with me: I don't like mine; and if
you won't I shall tell your father of the three thrashings you've given me
this week, and show him my arm, which is black to the shoulder.' Hindley put
out his tongue, and cuffed him over the ears. 'You'd better do it at
once,' he persisted, escaping to the porch (they were in the stable):
'you will have to: and if I speak of these blows, you'll get them again
with interest.' 'Off, dog!' cried Hindley, threatening him with an iron
weight used for weighing potatoes and hay. 'Throw it,' he replied,
standing still, 'and then I'll tell how you boasted that you would turn me
out of doors as soon as he died, and see whether he will not turn you
out directly.' Hindley threw it, hitting him on the breast, and
down he fell, but staggered up immediately, breathless and white; and, had
not I prevented it, he would have gone just so to the master, and got full
revenge by letting his condition plead for him, intimating who had caused
it. 'Take my colt, Gipsy, then!' said young Earnshaw. 'And I pray
that he may break your neck: take him, and he damned, you beggarly
interloper! and wheedle my father out of all he has: only afterwards
show him what you are, imp of Satan. - And take that, I hope he'll kick out
your brains!'
Heathcliff had gone to loose the beast, and shift it to his own stall;
he was passing behind it, when Hindley finished his speech by knocking him
under its feet, and without stopping to examine whether his hopes were
fulfilled, ran away as fast as he could. I was surprised to witness how
coolly the child gathered himself up, and went on with his intention;
exchanging saddles and all, and then sitting down on a bundle of hay to
overcome the qualm which the violent blow occasioned, before he entered the
house. I persuaded him easily to let me lay the blame of his bruises on
the horse: he minded little what tale was told since he had what
he wanted. He complained so seldom, indeed, of such stirs as
these, that I really thought him not vindictive: I was
deceived completely, as you will hear.
CHAPTER V
IN the course of time Mr. Earnshaw began to fail. He had
been active and healthy, yet his strength left him suddenly; and when
he was confined to the chimney-corner he grew grievously irritable.
A nothing vexed him; and suspected slights of his authority nearly threw
him into fits. This was especially to be remarked if any one attempted
to impose upon, or domineer over, his favourite: he was painfully
jealous lest a word should be spoken amiss to him; seeming to have got into
his head the notion that, because he liked Heathcliff, all hated, and longed
to do him an ill-turn. It was a disadvantage to the lad; for the kinder
among us did not wish to fret the master, so we humoured his partiality; and
that humouring was rich nourishment to the child's pride and black
tempers. Still it became in a manner necessary; twice, or thrice,
Hindley's manifestation of scorn, while his father was near, roused the
old man to a fury: he seized his stick to strike him, and shook
with rage that he could not do it.
At last, our curate (we had a curate then who made the living answer by
teaching the little Lintons and Earnshaws, and farming his bit of land
himself) advised that the young man should be sent to college; and Mr.
Earnshaw agreed, though with a heavy spirit, for he said - 'Hindley was
nought, and would never thrive as where he wandered.'
I hoped heartily we should have peace now. It hurt me to think
the master should be made uncomfortable by his own good deed.
I fancied the discontent of age and disease arose from his
family disagreements; as he would have it that it did: really, you
know, sir, it was in his sinking frame. We might have got on
tolerably, notwithstanding, but for two people - Miss Cathy, and Joseph,
the servant: you saw him, I daresay, up yonder. He was, and is
yet most likely, the wearisomest self-righteous Pharisee that
ever ransacked a Bible to rake the promises to himself and fling
the curses to his neighbours. By his knack of sermonising and
pious discoursing, he contrived to make a great impression on
Mr. Earnshaw; and the more feeble the master became, the more influence he
gained. He was relentless in worrying him about his soul's concerns,
and about ruling his children rigidly. He encouraged him to regard
Hindley as a reprobate; and, night after night, he regularly grumbled out a
long string of tales against Heathcliff and Catherine: always minding
to flatter Earnshaw's weakness by heaping the heaviest blame on the
latter.
Certainly she had ways with her such as I never saw a child take
up before; and she put all of us past our patience fifty times and oftener
in a day: from the hour she came down-stairs till the hour she went to
bed, we had not a minute's security that she wouldn't be in mischief.
Her spirits were always at high-water mark, her tongue always going -
singing, laughing, and plaguing everybody who would not do the same. A
wild, wicked slip she was - but she had the bonniest eye, the sweetest smile,
and lightest foot in the parish: and, after all, I believe she meant no
harm; for when once she made you cry in good earnest, it seldom happened that
she would not keep you company, and oblige you to be quiet that you
might comfort her. She was much too fond of Heathcliff. The
greatest punishment we could invent for her was to keep her separate
from him: yet she got chided more than any of us on his account.
In play, she liked exceedingly to act the little mistress; using her hands
freely, and commanding her companions: she did so to me, but I would
not bear slapping and ordering; and so I let her know.
Now, Mr. Earnshaw did not understand jokes from his children:
he had always been strict and grave with them; and Catherine, on her part,
had no idea why her father should be crosser and less patient in his ailing
condition than he was in his prime. His peevish reproofs wakened in her
a naughty delight to provoke him: she was never so happy as when we
were all scolding her at once, and she defying us with her bold, saucy look,
and her ready words; turning Joseph's religious curses into ridicule, baiting
me, and doing just what her father hated most - showing how her pretended
insolence, which he thought real, had more power over Heathcliff than
his kindness: how the boy would do HER bidding in anything, and
HIS only when it suited his own inclination. After behaving as
badly as possible all day, she sometimes came fondling to make it up
at night. 'Nay, Cathy,' the old man would say, 'I cannot love
thee, thou'rt worse than thy brother. Go, say thy prayers, child,
and ask God's pardon. I doubt thy mother and I must rue that we
ever reared thee!' That made her cry, at first; and then being
repulsed continually hardened her, and she laughed if I told her to say
she was sorry for her faults, and beg to be forgiven.
But the hour came, at last, that ended Mr. Earnshaw's troubles
on earth. He died quietly in his chair one October evening, seated
by the fire-side. A high wind blustered round the house, and
roared in the chimney: it sounded wild and stormy, yet it was not
cold, and we were all together - I, a little removed from the hearth, busy
at my knitting, and Joseph reading his Bible near the table (for the servants
generally sat in the house then, after their work was done). Miss Cathy
had been sick, and that made her still; she leant against her father's knee,
and Heathcliff was lying on the floor with his head in her lap. I
remember the master, before he fell into a doze, stroking her bonny hair - it
pleased him rarely to see her gentle - and saying, 'Why canst thou not always
be a good lass, Cathy?' And she turned her face up to his, and
laughed, and answered, 'Why cannot you always be a good man, father?'
But as soon as she saw him vexed again, she kissed his hand, and said she
would sing him to sleep. She began singing very low, till his fingers
dropped from hers, and his head sank on his breast. Then I told her to
hush, and not stir, for fear she should wake him. We all kept as mute
as mice a full half-hour, and should have done so longer, only Joseph, having
finished his chapter, got up and said that he must rouse the master for
prayers and bed. He stepped forward, and called him by name, and
touched his shoulder; but he would not move: so he took the candle and
looked at him. I thought there was something wrong as he set down the
light; and seizing the children each by an arm, whispered them to 'frame
up- stairs, and make little din - they might pray alone that evening - he
had summut to do.'
'I shall bid father good-night first,' said Catherine, putting her arms
round his neck, before we could hinder her. The poor thing discovered
her loss directly - she screamed out - 'Oh, he's dead, Heathcliff! he's
dead!' And they both set up a heart-breaking cry.
I joined my wail to theirs, loud and bitter; but Joseph asked what we
could be thinking of to roar in that way over a saint in heaven. He told me
to put on my cloak and run to Gimmerton for the doctor and the parson.
I could not guess the use that either would be of, then. However, I
went, through wind and rain, and brought one, the doctor, back with me; the
other said he would come in the morning. Leaving Joseph to explain matters, I
ran to the children's room: their door was ajar, I saw they had never lain
down, though it was past midnight; but they were calmer, and did not need me
to console them. The little souls were comforting each other with
better thoughts than I could have hit on: no parson in the world
ever pictured heaven so beautifully as they did, in their innocent
talk; and, while I sobbed and listened, I could not help wishing we
were all there safe together.
CHAPTER VI
MR. HINDLEY came home to the funeral; and - a thing that amazed us, and
set the neighbours gossiping right and left - he brought a wife with
him. What she was, and where she was born, he never informed us:
probably, she had neither money nor name to recommend her, or he would
scarcely have kept the union from his father.
She was not one that would have disturbed the house much on her
own account. Every object she saw, the moment she crossed
the threshold, appeared to delight her; and every circumstance that took
place about her: except the preparing for the burial, and the presence
of the mourners. I thought she was half silly, from her behaviour while
that went on: she ran into her chamber, and made me come with her,
though I should have been dressing the children: and there she sat shivering
and clasping her hands, and asking repeatedly - 'Are they gone yet?'
Then she began describing with hysterical emotion the effect it produced on
her to see black; and started, and trembled, and, at last, fell a-weeping -
and when I asked what was the matter, answered, she didn't know; but she
felt so afraid of dying! I imagined her as little likely to die
as myself. She was rather thin, but young, and
fresh-complexioned, and her eyes sparkled as bright as diamonds. I did
remark, to be sure, that mounting the stairs made her breathe very quick;
that the least sudden noise set her all in a quiver, and that she coughed
troublesomely sometimes: but I knew nothing of what these symptoms
portended, and had no impulse to sympathise with her. We don't in
general take to foreigners here, Mr. Lockwood, unless they take to us
first.
Young Earnshaw was altered considerably in the three years of
his absence. He had grown sparer, and lost his colour, and spoke
and dressed quite differently; and, on the very day of his return, he told
Joseph and me we must thenceforth quarter ourselves in the back-kitchen, and
leave the house for him. Indeed, he would have carpeted and papered a
small spare room for a parlour; but his wife expressed such pleasure at the
white floor and huge glowing fireplace, at the pewter dishes and delf-case,
and dog-kennel, and the wide space there was to move about in where they
usually sat, that he thought it unnecessary to her comfort, and so dropped
the intention.
She expressed pleasure, too, at finding a sister among her
new acquaintance; and she prattled to Catherine, and kissed her, and ran
about with her, and gave her quantities of presents, at the beginning.
Her affection tired very soon, however, and when she grew peevish, Hindley
became tyrannical. A few words from her, evincing a dislike to
Heathcliff, were enough to rouse in him all his old hatred of the boy.
He drove him from their company to the servants, deprived him of the
instructions of the curate, and insisted that he should labour out of doors
instead; compelling him to do so as hard as any other lad on the farm.
Heathcliff bore his degradation pretty well at first, because
Cathy taught him what she learnt, and worked or played with him in
the fields. They both promised fair to grow up as rude as savages;
the young master being entirely negligent how they behaved, and what they
did, so they kept clear of him. He would not even have seen after their
going to church on Sundays, only Joseph and the curate reprimanded his
carelessness when they absented themselves; and that reminded him to order
Heathcliff a flogging, and Catherine a fast from dinner or supper. But
it was one of their chief amusements to run away to the moors in the morning
and remain there all day, and the after punishment grew a mere thing to laugh
at. The curate might set as many chapters as he pleased for Catherine to
get by heart, and Joseph might thrash Heathcliff till his arm ached; they
forgot everything the minute they were together again: at least the minute
they had contrived some naughty plan of revenge; and many a time I've cried
to myself to watch them growing more reckless daily, and I not daring to
speak a syllable, for fear of losing the small power I still retained over
the unfriended creatures. One Sunday evening, it chanced that they were
banished from the sitting-room, for making a noise, or a light offence
of the kind; and when I went to call them to supper, I could discover them
nowhere. We searched the house, above and below, and the yard and
stables; they were invisible: and, at last, Hindley in a passion told
us to bolt the doors, and swore nobody should let them in that night.
The household went to bed; and I, too, anxious to lie down, opened my lattice
and put my head out to hearken, though it rained: determined to admit
them in spite of the prohibition, should they return. In a while, I
distinguished steps coming up the road, and the light of a lantern glimmered
through the gate. I threw a shawl over my head and ran to prevent them
from waking Mr. Earnshaw by knocking. There was Heathcliff, by
himself: it gave me a start to see him alone.
'Where is Miss Catherine?' I cried hurriedly. 'No accident,
I hope?' 'At Thrushcross Grange,' he answered; 'and I would
have been there too, but they had not the manners to ask me to
stay.' 'Well, you will catch it!' I said: 'you'll never be content
till you're sent about your business. What in the world led
you wandering to Thrushcross Grange?' 'Let me get off my wet
clothes, and I'll tell you all about it, Nelly,' he replied. I bid
him beware of rousing the master, and while he undressed and I waited to
put out the candle, he continued - 'Cathy and I escaped from the wash-house
to have a ramble at liberty, and getting a glimpse of the Grange lights, we
thought we would just go and see whether the Lintons passed their Sunday
evenings standing shivering in corners, while their father and mother sat
eating and drinking, and singing and laughing, and burning their eyes out
before the fire. Do you think they do? Or reading sermons, and
being catechised by their manservant, and set to learn a column of Scripture
names, if they don't answer properly?' 'Probably not,' I
responded. 'They are good children, no doubt, and don't deserve the
treatment you receive, for your bad conduct.' 'Don't cant, Nelly,' he
said: 'nonsense! We ran from the top of the Heights to the park,
without stopping - Catherine completely beaten in the race, because she
was barefoot. You'll have to seek for her shoes in the bog
to-morrow. We crept through a broken hedge, groped our way up the path,
and planted ourselves on a flower-plot under the drawing-room window. The
light came from thence; they had not put up the shutters, and the curtains
were only half closed. Both of us were able to look in by standing on
the basement, and clinging to the ledge, and we saw - ah! it was beautiful -
a splendid place carpeted with crimson, and crimson-covered chairs and
tables, and a pure white ceiling bordered by gold, a shower of glass-drops
hanging in silver chains from the centre, and shimmering with little soft
tapers. Old Mr. and Mrs. Linton were not there; Edgar and his sisters
had it entirely to themselves. Shouldn't they have been happy?
We should have thought ourselves in heaven! And now, guess what
your good children were doing? Isabella - I believe she is eleven,
a year younger than Cathy - lay screaming at the farther end of the room,
shrieking as if witches were running red-hot needles into her. Edgar
stood on the hearth weeping silently, and in the middle of the table sat a
little dog, shaking its paw and yelping; which, from their mutual
accusations, we understood they had nearly pulled in two between them.
The idiots! That was their pleasure! to quarrel who should hold a heap
of warm hair, and each begin to cry because both, after struggling to get it,
refused to take it. We laughed outright at the petted things; we did
despise them! When would you catch me wishing to have what Catherine
wanted? or find us by ourselves, seeking entertainment in yelling, and
sobbing, and rolling on the ground, divided by the whole room? I'd
not exchange, for a thousand lives, my condition here, for Edgar Linton's
at Thrushcross Grange - not if I might have the privilege of flinging Joseph
off the highest gable, and painting the house- front with Hindley's
blood!'
'Hush, hush!' I interrupted. 'Still you have not told
me, Heathcliff, how Catherine is left behind?'
'I told you we laughed,' he answered. 'The Lintons heard us,
and with one accord they shot like arrows to the door; there was silence,
and then a cry, "Oh, mamma, mamma! Oh, papa! Oh, mamma, come
here. Oh, papa, oh!" They really did howl out something in that
way. We made frightful noises to terrify them still more, and then we
dropped off the ledge, because somebody was drawing the bars, and we felt we
had better flee. I had Cathy by the hand, and was urging her on, when
all at once she fell down. "Run, Heathcliff, run!" she whispered.
"They have let the bull-dog loose, and he holds me!" The devil had
seized her ankle, Nelly: I heard his abominable snorting. She did
not yell out - no! she would have scorned to do it, if she had been spitted
on the horns of a mad cow. I did, though: I vociferated curses
enough to annihilate any fiend in Christendom; and I got a stone and
thrust it between his jaws, and tried with all my might to cram it
down his throat. A beast of a servant came up with a lantern, at
last, shouting - "Keep fast, Skulker, keep fast!" He changed his
note, however, when he saw Skulker's game. The dog was throttled
off; his huge, purple tongue hanging half a foot out of his mouth, and his
pendent lips streaming with bloody slaver. The man took Cathy up; she
was sick: not from fear, I'm certain, but from pain. He carried
her in; I followed, grumbling execrations and vengeance. "What prey, Robert?"
hallooed Linton from the entrance. "Skulker has caught a little girl,
sir," he replied; "and there's a lad here," he added, making a clutch at me,
"who looks an out-and- outer! Very like the robbers were for putting
them through the window to open the doors to the gang after all were asleep,
that they might murder us at their ease. Hold your tongue, you
foul- mouthed thief, you! you shall go to the gallows for this.
Mr. Linton, sir, don't lay by your gun." "No, no, Robert," said
the old fool. "The rascals knew that yesterday was my rent-day:
they thought to have me cleverly. Come in; I'll furnish them
a reception. There, John, fasten the chain. Give Skulker
some water, Jenny. To beard a magistrate in his stronghold, and on
the Sabbath, too! Where will their insolence stop? Oh, my dear
Mary, look here! Don't be afraid, it is but a boy - yet the
villain scowls so plainly in his face; would it not be a kindness to
the country to hang him at once, before he shows his nature in acts
as well as features?" He pulled me under the chandelier, and
Mrs. Linton placed her spectacles on her nose and raised her hands
in horror. The cowardly children crept nearer also, Isabella
lisping - "Frightful thing! Put him in the cellar, papa. He's
exactly like the son of the fortune-teller that stole my tame
pheasant. Isn't he, Edgar?"
'While they examined me, Cathy came round; she heard the last speech,
and laughed. Edgar Linton, after an inquisitive stare, collected
sufficient wit to recognise her. They see us at church, you know,
though we seldom meet them elsewhere. "That's Miss Earnshaw?" he
whispered to his mother, "and look how Skulker has bitten her - how her foot
bleeds!"
'"Miss Earnshaw? Nonsense!" cried the dame; "Miss
Earnshaw scouring the country with a gipsy! And yet, my dear, the child
is in mourning - surely it is - and she may be lamed for life!"
'"What culpable carelessness in her brother!" exclaimed Mr.
Linton, turning from me to Catherine. "I've understood from
Shielders"' (that was the curate, sir) '"that he lets her grow up in
absolute heathenism. But who is this? Where did she pick up
this companion? Oho! I declare he is that strange acquisition my
late neighbour made, in his journey to Liverpool - a little Lascar, or an
American or Spanish castaway."
'"A wicked boy, at all events," remarked the old lady, "and quite unfit
for a decent house! Did you notice his language, Linton? I'm shocked
that my children should have heard it."
'I recommenced cursing - don't be angry, Nelly - and so Robert
was ordered to take me off. I refused to go without Cathy; he
dragged me into the garden, pushed the lantern into my hand, assured
me that Mr. Earnshaw should be informed of my behaviour, and, bidding me
march directly, secured the door again. The curtains were still looped
up at one corner, and I resumed my station as spy; because, if Catherine had
wished to return, I intended shattering their great glass panes to a million
of fragments, unless they let her out. She sat on the sofa
quietly. Mrs. Linton took off the grey cloak of the dairy-maid which we
had borrowed for our excursion, shaking her head and expostulating with her,
I suppose: she was a young lady, and they made a distinction between
her treatment and mine. Then the woman-servant brought a basin of warm
water, and washed her feet; and Mr. Linton mixed a tumbler of negus,
and Isabella emptied a plateful of cakes into her lap, and Edgar
stood gaping at a distance. Afterwards, they dried and combed
her beautiful hair, and gave her a pair of enormous slippers, and wheeled
her to the fire; and I left her, as merry as she could be, dividing her food
between the little dog and Skulker, whose nose she pinched as he ate; and
kindling a spark of spirit in the vacant blue eyes of the Lintons - a dim
reflection from her own enchanting face. I saw they were full of stupid
admiration; she is so immeasurably superior to them - to everybody on earth,
is she not, Nelly?'
'There will more come of this business than you reckon on,' I answered,
covering him up and extinguishing the light. 'You are incurable,
Heathcliff; and Mr. Hindley will have to proceed to extremities, see if he
won't.' My words came truer than I desired. The luckless adventure made
Earnshaw furious. And then Mr. Linton, to mend matters, paid us a visit
himself on the morrow, and read the young master such a lecture on the road
he guided his family, that he was stirred to look about him, in
earnest. Heathcliff received no flogging, but he was told that the
first word he spoke to Miss Catherine should ensure a dismissal; and Mrs.
Earnshaw undertook to keep her sister-in-law in due restraint when
she returned home; employing art, not force: with force she would
have found it impossible.
CHAPTER VII
CATHY stayed at Thrushcross Grange five weeks: till Christmas.
By that time her ankle was thoroughly cured, and her manners
much improved. The mistress visited her often in the interval,
and commenced her plan of reform by trying to raise her self-respect with
fine clothes and flattery, which she took readily; so that, instead of a
wild, hatless little savage jumping into the house, and rushing to squeeze us
all breathless, there 'lighted from a handsome black pony a very dignified
person, with brown ringlets falling from the cover of a feathered beaver, and
a long cloth habit, which she was obliged to hold up with both hands that
she might sail in. Hindley lifted her from her horse,
exclaiming delightedly, 'Why, Cathy, you are quite a beauty! I
should scarcely have known you: you look like a lady now.
Isabella Linton is not to be compared with her, is she, Frances?'
'Isabella has not her natural advantages,' replied his wife: 'but she
must mind and not grow wild again here. Ellen, help Miss Catherine
off with her things - Stay, dear, you will disarrange your curls - let me
untie your hat.'
I removed the habit, and there shone forth beneath a grand plaid silk
frock, white trousers, and burnished shoes; and, while her eyes sparkled
joyfully when the dogs came bounding up to welcome her, she dared hardly
touch them lest they should fawn upon her splendid garments. She kissed
me gently: I was all flour making the Christmas cake, and it would not
have done to give me a hug; and then she looked round for Heathcliff.
Mr. and Mrs. Earnshaw watched anxiously their meeting; thinking it would
enable them to judge, in some measure, what grounds they had for hoping to
succeed in separating the two friends.
Heathcliff was hard to discover, at first. If he were
careless, and uncared for, before Catherine's absence, he had been ten
times more so since. Nobody but I even did him the kindness to call
him a dirty boy, and bid him wash himself, once a week; and children
of his age seldom have a natural pleasure in soap and water. Therefore,
not to mention his clothes, which had seen three months' service in mire and
dust, and his thick uncombed hair, the surface of his face and hands was
dismally beclouded. He might well skulk behind the settle, on beholding
such a bright, graceful damsel enter the house, instead of a rough-headed
counterpart of himself, as he expected. 'Is Heathcliff not here?' she
demanded, pulling off her gloves, and displaying fingers wonderfully whitened
with doing nothing and staying indoors.
'Heathcliff, you may come forward,' cried Mr. Hindley, enjoying
his discomfiture, and gratified to see what a forbidding young blackguard
he would be compelled to present himself. 'You may come and wish Miss
Catherine welcome, like the other servants.'
Cathy, catching a glimpse of her friend in his concealment, flew
to embrace him; she bestowed seven or eight kisses on his cheek within the
second, and then stopped, and drawing back, burst into a laugh, exclaiming,
'Why, how very black and cross you look! and how - how funny and grim!
But that's because I'm used to Edgar and Isabella Linton. Well,
Heathcliff, have you forgotten me?'
She had some reason to put the question, for shame and pride
threw double gloom over his countenance, and kept him immovable.
'Shake hands, Heathcliff,' said Mr. Earnshaw, condescendingly; 'once in
a way, that is permitted.'
'I shall not,' replied the boy, finding his tongue at last; 'I shall not
stand to be laughed at. I shall not bear it!' And he would have
broken from the circle, but Miss Cathy seized him again.
'I did not mean to laugh at you,' she said; 'I could not
hinder myself: Heathcliff, shake hands at least! What are you
sulky for? It was only that you looked odd. If you wash your face and
brush your hair, it will be all right: but you are so dirty!'
She gazed concernedly at the dusky fingers she held in her own, and also
at her dress; which she feared had gained no embellishment from its contact
with his.
'You needn't have touched me!' he answered, following her eye
and snatching away his hand. 'I shall be as dirty as I please:
and I like to be dirty, and I will be dirty.'
With that he dashed headforemost out of the room, amid the merriment of
the master and mistress, and to the serious disturbance of Catherine; who
could not comprehend how her remarks should have produced such an exhibition
of bad temper.
After playing lady's-maid to the new-comer, and putting my cakes in the
oven, and making the house and kitchen cheerful with great fires, befitting
Christmas-eve, I prepared to sit down and amuse myself by singing carols, all
alone; regardless of Joseph's affirmations that he considered the merry tunes
I chose as next door to songs. He had retired to private prayer in his
chamber, and Mr. and Mrs. Earnshaw were engaging Missy's attention by
sundry gay trifles bought for her to present to the little Lintons, as
an acknowledgment of their kindness. They had invited them to
spend the morrow at Wuthering Heights, and the invitation had
been accepted, on one condition: Mrs. Linton begged that her
darlings might be kept carefully apart from that 'naughty swearing
boy.'
Under these circumstances I remained solitary. I smelt the
rich scent of the heating spices; and admired the shining
kitchen utensils, the polished clock, decked in holly, the silver
mugs ranged on a tray ready to be filled with mulled ale for supper;
and above all, the speckless purity of my particular care - the
scoured and well-swept floor. I gave due inward applause to every
object, and then I remembered how old Earnshaw used to come in when all
was tidied, and call me a cant lass, and slip a shilling into my hand as a
Christmas-box; and from that I went on to think of his fondness for
Heathcliff, and his dread lest he should suffer neglect after death had
removed him: and that naturally led me to consider the poor lad's
situation now, and from singing I changed my mind to crying. It struck
me soon, however, there would be more sense in endeavouring to repair some of
his wrongs than shedding tears over them: I got up and walked into the
court to seek him. He was not far; I found him smoothing the glossy coat of
the new pony in the stable, and feeding the other beasts, according
to custom.
'Make haste, Heathcliff!' I said, 'the kitchen is so comfortable; and
Joseph is up-stairs: make haste, and let me dress you smart before Miss
Cathy comes out, and then you can sit together, with the whole hearth to
yourselves, and have a long chatter till bedtime.'
He proceeded with his task, and never turned his head towards me.
'Come - are you coming?' I continued. 'There's a little cake
for each of you, nearly enough; and you'll need
half-an-hour's donning.'
I waited five minutes, but getting no answer left him.
Catherine supped with her brother and sister-in-law: Joseph and I
joined at an unsociable meal, seasoned with reproofs on one side
and sauciness on the other. His cake and cheese remained on the
table all night for the fairies. He managed to continue work till
nine o'clock, and then marched dumb and dour to his chamber. Cathy
sat up late, having a world of things to order for the reception of
her new friends: she came into the kitchen once to speak to her
old one; but he was gone, and she only stayed to ask what was the matter
with him, and then went back. In the morning he rose early; and, as it
was a holiday, carried his ill-humour on to the moors; not re-appearing till
the family were departed for church. Fasting and reflection seemed to
have brought him to a better spirit. He hung about me for a while, and
having screwed up his courage, exclaimed abruptly - 'Nelly, make me decent,
I'm going to be good.'
'High time, Heathcliff,' I said; 'you HAVE grieved Catherine: she's
sorry she ever came home, I daresay! It looks as if you envied her,
because she is more thought of than you.'
The notion of ENVYING Catherine was incomprehensible to him, but the
notion of grieving her he understood clearly enough.
'Did she say she was grieved?' he inquired, looking very serious.
'She cried when I told her you were off again this morning.'
'Well, I cried last night,' he returned, 'and I had more reason to cry
than she.'
'Yes: you had the reason of going to bed with a proud heart and
an empty stomach,' said I. 'Proud people breed sad sorrows
for themselves. But, if you be ashamed of your touchiness, you
must ask pardon, mind, when she comes in. You must go up and offer
to kiss her, and say - you know best what to say; only do it heartily, and
not as if you thought her converted into a stranger by her grand dress.
And now, though I have dinner to get ready, I'll steal time to arrange you so
that Edgar Linton shall look quite a doll beside you: and that he
does. You are younger, and yet, I'll be bound, you are taller and twice
as broad across the shoulders; you could knock him down in a twinkling; don't
you feel that you could?'
Heathcliff's face brightened a moment; then it was overcast afresh, and
he sighed.
'But, Nelly, if I knocked him down twenty times, that wouldn't make him
less handsome or me more so. I wish I had light hair and a fair skin,
and was dressed and behaved as well, and had a chance of being as rich as he
will be!'
'And cried for mamma at every turn,' I added, 'and trembled if a country
lad heaved his fist against you, and sat at home all day for a shower of
rain. Oh, Heathcliff, you are showing a poor spirit! Come to the
glass, and I'll let you see what you should wish. Do you mark those two
lines between your eyes; and those thick brows, that, instead of rising
arched, sink in the middle; and that couple of black fiends, so deeply
buried, who never open their windows boldly, but lurk glinting under them,
like devil's spies? Wish and learn to smooth away the surly wrinkles,
to raise your lids frankly, and change the fiends to confident,
innocent angels, suspecting and doubting nothing, and always seeing
friends where they are not sure of foes. Don't get the expression of
a vicious cur that appears to know the kicks it gets are its desert, and
yet hates all the world, as well as the kicker, for what it suffers.'
'In other words, I must wish for Edgar Linton's great blue eyes and even
forehead,' he replied. 'I do - and that won't help me to them.'
'A good heart will help you to a bonny face, my lad,' I continued, 'if
you were a regular black; and a bad one will turn the bonniest into something
worse than ugly. And now that we've done washing, and combing, and
sulking - tell me whether you don't think yourself rather handsome?
I'll tell you, I do. You're fit for a prince in disguise. Who
knows but your father was Emperor of China, and your mother an Indian queen,
each of them able to buy up, with one week's income, Wuthering Heights and
Thrushcross Grange together? And you were kidnapped by wicked sailors and
brought to England. Were I in your place, I would frame high notions of my
birth; and the thoughts of what I was should give me courage and dignity
to support the oppressions of a little farmer!'
So I chattered on; and Heathcliff gradually lost his frown and began to
look quite pleasant, when all at once our conversation was interrupted by a
rumbling sound moving up the road and entering the court. He ran to the
window and I to the door, just in time to behold the two Lintons descend from
the family carriage, smothered in cloaks and furs, and the Earnshaws dismount
from their horses: they often rode to church in winter. Catherine took
a hand of each of the children, and brought them into the house and set
them before the fire, which quickly put colour into their white faces.
I urged my companion to hasten now and show his amiable humour, and he
willingly obeyed; but ill luck would ha